No point in fighting... how bout just living?

Dear Clint,

Thank you for your work and service to us all. It’s been a while since I wrote and from what I can tell, a while since anyone else has posted? It’s been about five or six months since I started reading Strawman and I’m about 50 pages from completing the biggest read of my life.

I originally got the book with the expectation that after reading it I would finally be on the right track to changing my life. Well over the last thirty plus years I’ve felt that way about many dozens of books that at the time uplifted me and motivated me to let go of some bad habits and try to change myself for the better, but all of them fell short of helping me to have lasting change in my life. While I did have some contentment at times in my life there always seemed to be something missing, I still don’t know what the missing piece (peace) was or is and none of the books really helped me to fit “it” in place?

Well, at least the books and your book in particular helped me to fill in most of the pieces which is a blessing and a curse at the same time. I’m still in a state of discontentment, albeit at a lower level and have really become aloof to life and the day to day happenings around me. Throughout my time reading your book I couldn’t get over how much time, thought and research you must have put into this work. The spoiler alert for anyone taking on this read is that there is basically one theme that plays loud and clear throughout. The theme is repeated over and over and over again and after hearing it page after page I come to the conclusion that I am indeed a mindless Goy, a slave and not a very bright one at that?

So as long as I continue to participate in this “system” and use “any” of its tools, the main one being money and “anything” that money can buy I am supporting it and I am also a Satanist by doing so (you too). Even if this system is the only one I have ever known, a system created by Man, I will continue to be enslaved by it as long as continue to try and live within it. Well no need to try, I have navigated it my whole life and might as well continue to do so for the few years that are left?

From what I can see and from what I have learned over the years there is “no one” that is not living within this system? While I real eyes to a degree what the problems are I don’t see anyone who has bucked the system and is living their life as a natural creation of Jehovah? I know this system is bullshit yet there is or are no alternatives available to me except for me to “on my own” pack up and head for the mountain tops in isolation and try to live out my days singing and chanting coombiya from my nice cosy cave in the Himalayas?

Clint, thousands of hours invested and still no one taking you up on the masterpiece you have compiled including yourself it would seem? Or maybe there is something I’m missing or you haven’t told us yet?

So anyhow, after more than six decades in this meat suit I finally understand that if you can’t beat em, join em! Live your life the best you know how, try to stay healthy and eat as well as you can, embrace the ones you know and love, try to help others when you can and don’t worry too much about what’s happening in the world or around you because you’ll die soon enough and in my mind you’ll get a do over at the end of each life anyway so don’t sweat it too much and find a way to be happy if you can? If you can’t be happy then don’t be, don’t worry about it, you’re probably no worse or no better than anyone else so do your best to take care of you and you’ll probably end up helping someone else in the process? Oh, and take a second to be grateful, you’re not as destitute as you think, things always can be worse so thank JHVH for the opportunity to walk around in this meat suit and try and navigate the world that He created?

Peace, love, warmth to you All!